Where to start.... you have ur own page which I bet u'll be chuffed about. You are missed so so much by us all, everyday I think about you & wish I could hear ur infectious laugh again. Christmas is coming & I know how much u loved this time of year but it just ain't the same anymore. How can we ever enjoy new year again without ur fancy dress parties? I keep on wishing this is a massive nightmare we're living in but then I realise the reality of it and I feel lost all over again. Losing you has had such an impact on everyone which just shows how much you were loved & treasured by everyone. Remembering the words you told me the days before u left us will stay with me forever. U have been like a second mum to me & I will never stop loving you & will always have u in my thoughts & in my heart until we are together again xxxx keep making everyone laugh up there as I know u are & keep sending us the signs when u've popped by to visit. X love vikki turn turn xxxx